Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 7:39 PM
I know you're wearing things down to the core
I think guys have the inability to understand MOOD SWINGS.
My mp3 is spoilt.
GP was shitty.
and you'll be on your way
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 3:23 PM
I know you don't think that I am trying
One month and a couple of days later do I have the energy to update this dying blog.
Good news1. My hair is growing back. I miss the heaviness of waist-length hair.
2. So far I'm only failing one subject, which isn't totally a bad thing.
3. I have PMC.
4. Holidays are coming up! :D
5. I officially do PE like a guy -.-
6. Cambridge with Nicky dear!
Bad news1. I have an asshole for a dean.
2. My foot is really effed up.
3. My hair is also becoming effed up.
4. I'm too tired to continue making a list.
Okay, so now I shall elaborate on each of my points (my god, GP essay please?).
My hair is really growing back (((: I'm beginning to dislike the shaggy layered style my hairdresser keeps giving me but ahhhh I'm just too lazy to tell her to give me a different hairstyle. ANYWAY POINT BEING MY HAIR IS GROWING BACKKKKKKKKKK :D :D :D :D :D
Yup, I'm only failing one subject. H2 fucking math. And my Chinese is currently a subpass, which is subpar, which is making me sink into sub-depression. AH YOU KNOW WHAT I SUCK IN STUDIES END OF STORY. Bio and chem are floating at Cs, ELL is best at average Bs. Damn.
I hate having PMC. I have to sit by the sidelines watching my classmates play badminton, knowing that everytime I jump or run I risk injuring my ligament further.
YES YES YES ONE MORE WEEK TO THE JUNE HOLIDAYS!!! (: one month to rest, relax, clean my room, study like crazy for my 4H2 subjects and cheena-wanna-die-already, GSS! Not to mention Narelle's party and our wild crazy IG outings! Aww man this is going to be even wilder than Charmaine and my prepartory course! Teehee. Seriously can't wait (: I love IG01 <3
Do you know GST? Anywho, I can now skip a step while hopping up to dizzingly nauseous heights. Hooray, I have man thighs.
NICOLE AND I GOT INTO CAMBRIDGE TOGETHERRRRRR (: okay so the drawback is minimum straight Cs for midyears and my math is like a lost cause but still! Cambridge baby, get ready for us :D
Daddy's in town too (: and I love summer whee.
Now to the not-so-good news.
My dean (we'll call him TJS) is an annoying asshole. Firstly he doesn't understand anything about physics. And he keeps making us wait for half a freaking hour in the office to speak to us for just five minutes whenever he needs to see us. I don't really know how to describe him other than the fact that he's an effing moron so we shall just leave it as that.
My foot acted up again on Friday just before dance. It became even too painful to step on so I had to skip dance (again, may I add -.-). Happily I thought I could attend IJ Fiesta then, but had to scrap that plan after I could barely stand without help ): stayed in the canteen with Choy Ian Joel Leonard Lionel Malcolm and Perry talking crap. Malcolm and Ian left first haha cos Ian had lunch waiting for him and Malcolm assumed I was staying for dance (well initially I was, until my ligament injury flared up again). Joel then left for training a MacRitchie and Alex, Greg and Kezia joined us. Then Alex, Greg, Kezia and Lionel left for CCA leaving Choy, Leonard, Perry, and I at the table. PERRY IS DAMN MEAN ): couldn't stop bullying me ): so I called Blanche over from the other table (sitting with her beloved Eric) to annoy Perry. THEN PERRY LEFT FOR ATHLETICS WTF WASTE MY EFFORTS ONLY. Zack then joined us for a bit. Choy then left for band and then Zack bailed out on us when Aik Seng came to fetch him -.- irritating much. Blanche tried to grope me (again) and I left CJC with Leonard.
Blanche was happily telling us about how she got into trouble with a male PE teacher because she refused to do her 2.4 that day. Apparently she told him she was having her period that day and he didn't believe her and she told him to touch her butt to feel the pad and the teacher complained to a female PE teacher that he had just been offended. HAHA reminds me of that time I got caught for my hair. And it wasn't even my fault.
My hair, along with my foot, were created only to cause problems for poor little me. It has bleached itself into shades that apparently are not found within the spectrum of normal hair colors for humans. Thanks to the wonders of natural sun-bleached hair, I've been stopped in the middle of the corridor to explain my dark-brown-mahogany-reddish-copper-blonde-hair-which-isn't-normal-for-Asians-to-have-you-didn't-think-we'd-catch-you-now-go-dye-it-back-to-black to the irate teacher who caught me (who I think might be 75% colorblind as well). Anyway I told him I didn't dye my hair in the first place so it'd be pretty pointless to dye it BACK and he turned red omg I was so scared he would send me to TJS.
Anyway I heard that another two guys in CJC like me and I have no idea who the shit either one of them are. Wonderful isn't it.
Anyway damn I have an ELL essay to complete, my brother is pissing me off, and I have Bad Girlfriend stuck in my head.
I think my self-esteem is crashing to a point below zero and I have no idea why. I'm stupid and ugly and no one gives a shit about me.
and you'll be on your way
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 9:46 PM
Could it be that we have been this way before?
All right, just some general updates before I start on my IMY rant.
CJC mass PE is over, only to be replaced by games and fitness conditioning. As luck would have it, my first module is basketball. And my injury list is climbing, out of the two games we've had, I've been hit on the head really hard once, and the other time it cracked my knee.
(There's a bee loose at the computer table! What's a bee doing awake at this time of the day?)
Oh yeah and I've sprained my finger and injured my arch already, I am making a new record for klutzes in CJC.
(And mass PE + dance made me lose another 1kg so I'm at the happy weight of 37.5kg. Crap!)
Studies are going terribly right now. Bio is making me feel stupid, and my bio teacher's like totally sexist! It's bloody content heavy, now we're learning respiration, and all my secondary school knowledge can just fly out the stupid window, because now everything is like TOTALLY different.
(Oh yeah, I challenge you to say protein-phosphorylation-nicotinamide-adenine-dinucleotide-phosphate-ribulose-biphosphate-carboxylase-oxygenase five times fast. After you master saying the full names of NADP and RUBISCO, you will be unable to pronounce intensity right. Insensity, according to our lecturer.)
Chem is okay, I guess, but I'm a bit lost at the dipole interactions, thanks to me falling asleep during that lecture! But now we have this new lecturer. She's short, treats us like six-year-olds, and speaks terrible English. And she was totally insensitive to us shivering in the lecture theatre.
(I have a huge ass pimple in the middle of my forehead. My vanity is in agony.)
Math is the worst. I have nothing to say about it, except that it is effing difficult and it sucks. We have a new teacher for ELL, Dr. Nicholls. She's quite nice (:
Macs for lunch with Eugence, Jen, Malcolm and Myat. Malcolm and Myat are super pervertic please.
I miss IJ so so so much. In 4/1, everybody was tight. Even if we made new friends, we never forgot the first one we made. I loved the fact we were an all-girls' school. I have nothing against males, but some of them can be the most fucked up creatures on the universe. I know that teasing to them is like gossiping to us, but dammit, sometimes they just cross the line, you know? And I'm naturally thin-skinned, I get hurt extremely easily. I love my class (except for that fucking bastard grrrrr), but sometimes I feel damn left out of it. I miss my IG. I'm homesick. There's a difference that I cannot explain in written words, so if you want details call me. I don't want anything splashed of for CJC to hear. And I'm so upset I didn't even bother to paragraph this whole chunk.
and you'll be on your way
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 7:11 PM
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
I can't believe this is happening to me.
and you'll be on your way
Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 5:48 PM
Just because she makes you feel wrong
ROCKAFELLA V WAS CRAZY.
Omg. Mosh pits, Chui's broken glasses, crazy drunkard J2, and Kenny who wouldn't stop ribbing me about Choy.
I love CJ!
and you'll be on your way
Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 2:04 PM
You can shake the hand of the mango man
I haven't updated this blog for a really long time. JC is really tiring and once I've come home, bathed, ate, and done my homework (and upload photos on Facebook after IG outings and stuff), I'm so sleepy that I haven't actually dreamt for the past three days.
Anyway, let's start from the beginning! Hahaha okay IG outing. Well, I'm not supposed to disclose any information about the group outing cos it's a SECRET. YA. It was super fun and malu-ating and all the secrets we unearthed from each other was a massive shock. But it made the IG closer so yeah, no loss (:
Monday was the first day of the even week and we started off with two lectures and Chinese before break. Math tutorial and omg I am so lost in math lah. GP tutorial was boring as usual, luckily Jen and I completed our GP assignment in 40 minutes during Chinese if not we would have been sent out. ELL IS FUN FUN FUN. I love Mr. Hoi's classes, he's really nice and funny and good (:
Tuesday was Si Rong's birthday and A FRICKING LONG DAY. Religion programme in the morning, I mortified myself completely by answering (snarkily, of course) Brother Paul's question without fully understanding the question. Bio tutorial was okay, then there was MATH LECTURE. Omg it was so hard to stay awake ): Mr. Lyncoln Lee was like always hanging at the back of the lecture theatre where our class is seated!!!!!!!!! ELL lecture next while the non-ELL people had break )): Mrs. Sng took the lecture, it was all right, lots of notes copying, and Priscilla spammed my camera haha. GP tutorial again (sigh) and Chinese (more sighs) and chem tutorial (promptly fell asleep). THEN MASS PE.
It was raining so they made us run around the second floor of the SCHOOL. SIX ROUNDS. Haha actually it wasn't so bad, two reps of 15 crunches, jumping jacks, back lifts, leg lifts, and push ups before running. We definitely had it better than the guys who had to SING IN VERITATE ET CARITATE as they did their PT hahaha and then set up chairs for Ash Wednesday mass :P but I haven't been running in like half a year so I got a bit giddy after the six rounds. Boo.
WEDNESDAY - A SHORT DAY (: Ash Wednesday mass in the morning, then Malcolm and I got lost looking for L6/4. But then our chem teacher caught us loitering on the fifth floor but he was nice enough to let us go. So we TRIED to follow him to the chem labs but his legs are so long we lost him -.- so we wandered around the J2 block before we found the gate to the science labs haha omg so much for the photo hunt during the orientation, we were both super noob and got lost TWICE. SPA was okay, titration is easy. The report was tricky. Then we had chem lecture LOL three hours of chem at one go.
Break! We celebrated Si Rong's birthday with a proper cake but noooooo Malcolm had to squash it into the birthday boy's face! We only managed to save Elmo haha. And then Sophia and Timothy joined in cake-smashing Si Rong and we were completely barbaric compared to 1T32 who was having something like a tea party (chocolate frosted chocolate cake with those chocolate bits vs our cheapo VBC, Strawberry Shortcake party hats and Disney napkins vs our CAKE SMASH)! HAHAHA WE MADE A TOTAL MESS OF THE PLACE. And no, I didn't get to eat a proper break. So I stole food from Timothy and Si Rong lol.
Dance later, ran 7 rounds around the track. Only managed to do 5 proper rounds though cos I didn't manage to eat lunch (I end at two, they gather at 2.15, wtf?) and my blood sugar was like negative. Did new warm ups and all, Ryan is like damn strong. Didn't feel as tired or ached as bad as last week, NOT BAD MY FITNESS CAN IMPROVE IN ONE WEEK LOL.
Stayed back really late to wait for Lionel and Samira to finish with their choir and eat lunch/tea/pre-dinner. Forgot to abstain ))): Met Leonard who told me he got kicked out of volleyball, poor dude. Got home, was SUPER sleepy/exhausted, couldn't finish dinner for the first time in my life cos I kept falling asleep into the plate. Mom finally took pity on me and excused me from the dinner table haha. Bathed, and fell smack asleep. FORGETTING ABOUT TUTORIALS AND THE SPA REPORT DUE THE NEXT DAY ZOMG.
Thursday: LONG DAY AGAIN. Rushed chem SPA report during math lecture, the only lecture I actually didn't sleep in. Rushed chem discussion questions during Chinese. Played during bio lecture zomg Jen and I just kept poking Malcolm till he squealed like a little girl. Found out Sam's combi is BCME like our class haha and he wears specs! TWO HOUR BREAK. I ate my yong tau foo in like 45 minutes lol and finished up whatever homework we had due later. Terence and the physcis teacher incident was not nice! Timothy was super gentlemanly hahahaha. Chem tutorial, bio tutorial, GP tutorial, ELL tutorial. Completely wasted the bio tutorial, Jen and I were sleeping during chem, I found out I have a baby's grip to go with my baby fingers. ELL was fun as well, identifying nouns and verbs and stuff like that. And we got our first set of ELL notes, YEAH.
FRIDAY; short day. PW was boring although I had fun generating the 20 most influential people in society haha. PE after that, six rounds around the track. Proof that my fitness level increases quickly: I didn't stop at all, and I clocked in at 13.40 (: YAY to my cardiovascular health! Break after that. Jen and I didn't bother changing for ELL because we knew Mr. Hoi wouldn't mind but he got pissed anyway cos most of the class either didn't do the word classification worksheet or COULDN'T classify the words properly.
My math teacher is a fucking moron. Any elaboration will be a waste of time and energy.
ROCKAFELLA V!
and you'll be on your way
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 6:09 PM
I’m always afraid
My hiphop seriously sucks ):
And for those who think dance is an easy CCA or whatever, wear a pair of track pants and join us. I'm in serious muscle ache land.
I can't contract, I am a loser.
I am worried that my ttml wouldn't reach me in time.
And I really do want to kill Terence.
and you'll be on your way